WHEN TOMORROW STARTS
WITHOUT ME
By Darien's Mom
When tomorrow starts without
me,
And I'm not there to see;
If the sun should rise and
find your eyes
All filled with tears for
me;
I wish so much you wouldn't
cry
The way you did today,
While thinking of the many
things,
We didn't get to say.
I know how much you love
me,
As much as I love you,
And each time that you think
of me,
I know you'll miss me too;
But when tomorrow starts
without me,
Please try to understand,
That an angel came and called
my name,
And took me by the hand,
And said my place was ready,
In heaven far above,
And that I'd have to leave
behind
All those I dearly love.
But as I turned to walk
away,
A tear fell from my eye,
For all my life, I'd always
thought,
I didn't want to die.
I had so much to live for,
So much yet to do,
It seemed almost impossible,
That I was leaving you.
I thought of all the yesterdays,
The good ones and the bad,
I thought of all the love
we shared,
And all the fun we had.
If I could relive yesterday,
Just even for awhile,
I'd say goodbye and kiss
you
And maybe see you smile.
But then I fully realized,
That this could never be,
For emptiness and memories,
Would take the place of
me.
And when I thought of worldly
things,
I might miss come tomorrow,
I thought of you, and when
I did,
My heart was filled with
sorrow.
But when I walked through
heaven's gates,
I felt so much at home.
When God looked down and
smiled at me,
From His great golden throne,
He said "This is eternity,
And all I've promised you."
Today for life on earth
is past,
But here it starts anew.
I promise no tomorrow,
But today will always last,
And since each day's the
same day
There's no longing for the
past.
But you have been so faithful,
So trusting and so true.
Thought there were times
you did some things,
You knew you shouldn't do.
But you have been forgiven
And now at last you're free.
So won't you take my hand
And share my life with me?
So when tomorrow starts
without me,
Don't think we're far apart,
For every time you think
of me,
I'm right here, in your
heart.
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REST IN PEACE MY SONS
The moment that I knew you had died,
My heart split in two,
The one side filled with memories,
The other died with you.
I often lay awake at night,
When the world is fast asleep,
And take a walk down memory lane,
With tears upon my cheek.
Remembering you is easy,
I do it every day,
But missing you is a heartache,
That never goes away.
I hold you tightly within my heart,
And there you will remain,
Life has gone on without you,
But it never will be the same.
For those who still have their children,
Treat them with tender care,
You will never know the emptiness,
As when you turn and they are not there.
Don’t tell me that you understand,
Don’t tell me that you know.
Don’t tell me that I will survive,
How I will surely grow.
Don’t tell me this is just a test,
That I am truly blessed.
That I am chosen for the task,
Apart from all the rest.

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